Agron Llakaj touches with a letter to his late wife: I can't anymore! I look for you in my dreams, but I wake up lonely!

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Agron Llakaj touches with a letter to his late wife: I can't anymore! I

It's been two years since Agron Llaka's other half, Kostandinë, passed away. And the pain for the comedian remains the same as the first day his beloved closed her eyes forever.

Through a post on his Instagram account, Agron sent a letter to Kostandinë, a letter that she will not read, but as he writes, he convinces himself that she is there and will read it.

"And now I am the one who writes letters that are not read by You but I want to convince myself that You are," he writes. In the letter to his life partner, Teska, he tells her how these times have passed, talks about the family that she loved and cared for so much until her last breath, and about his granddaughter Adean, about whom he says: "you left me like oxygen in my life, she fills my home and soul..., but You ahhh You how much she loved you..., many times she came with me to your apartment in the silent city and covered our house with your photos"

Full dedication:

05/24/2024.., Two years without you.

Today I decided to write to you…, remember the saint Constantine, once when I was a soldier, you wrote to me constantly and the only thing that kept my days going was the correspondence with you, every week I would get a letter.
I believe you are referring to that novel by the Turkish author Sabahatin Ali “6 Unsent Letters!”…the first time you told me-don’t tell me, I want to read it myself!
“A mother who raised her son alone and because her husband had abandoned them by disappearing without an address, she raised her son with the idea that her father was somewhere far away and always wrote him letters.., letters never read”
And now I am the one who writes letters and that are not read by You but I want to convince myself that You are.
Dear Constantine! (Nina)
We are fine! I follow our children at every moment, but they are grown up and masters of their lives, and my grandchildren... I run to see them, enjoy them, play and laugh, and immerse myself in their embrace, they are a great love...
Adean, you left me like oxygen in my life, she fills my home and soul... but you, oh, how much she loved you... she came with me to your apartment in the silent city many times and covered our house with your photos.
You, who raised her, remember very well when she was little, she wore your clothes and we would melt with laughter... and today she puts them back on and tries them on and says to me - hey grandpa, how do they fit me?!
I look at her and my eyes get misty with tears...
Teos and Bruce are also growing up fast and beautiful... from time to time they remember and ask for you.
"Grandpa, you're going to give me two presents for Christmas!" Teos told me.
Why?! I said, "
Because you're going to give me the present from mother Kostandina, because she's looking down on us and saying, give me presents from me to Teos and Bruce!" I burst into tears.
Do you tell me to get upset, do you tell me to cry, do you tell me to miss you?!
I look for you in my dreams, I come, I wake up lonely until the next dream.
A tormenting absence but I live...., I know the dreams and the legacy left for the children Kostandina, because how many times we've talked and as your missionary here, I will fight and never give up!
How long I want to write but you don't read me...,
I can't anymore... but, I will write to you again but on your birthday, because I don't want to remember you on this day, my Kostandina... You live in me and between us forever.


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