" Mistakes are forgotten when there is strength to accept them and to rise again ." This is the message coming from a young woman from Tirana who won over drug addiction. Young people kill their energies in the corners by consuming drugs while 28-year-old Flora from the capital is fighting with flesh and blood this negative phenomenon that has completely changed her life.
E reja rrëfen momentet e tmerrit që ka përjetuar kur ka pasur mungesën e drogës, ndërsa pohon se për të siguruar një dozë ka kryer edhe vepra penale sic është prostitucioni apo vjedhje.
“Kam qenë një ndër nxënëse më të mira të shkollës time deri në moshën 19-vjeçare kur unë u dashurova me dikë që ishte 10 vite më i madh se unë dhe përdorues i heroinës. Kur e njoha unë e dija që ai ishte shkëputur nga droga, por më pas e pashë duke konsumuar por në atë moment ishte vonë pasi e doja shumë dhe nuk hiqja dorë dhe mendoja cfarë është kjo gjë kaq e fuqishme që gjithë kjo dashuri që po i jap nuk është në gjendje të shkëputet, shkruan Fax.
I wanted to try it myself to see the effect it had on him. I wanted to try it for myself to see how he felt. If I were not in constant contact with that thing I have the impression that I would not have fallen prey to that thing. For 6 months in a row I was providing income after I was employed and after 6 months I realized that I created physical dependence. Everything our families did for us, be it houses, cars, phones they bought us ended up being held hostage as the brain worked just how to secure the next dose.
Until the part of love left after 4 years we were separated, after we had turned into two friends who spent the money to consume together. Even after we died we had contact again for the same thing. I sold everything I had at home to secure the drugs.
It was the moment when I woke up in the morning and I had no money to buy it and I saw that I had started vomiting and physical problems because psychologically I knew I was addicted while my brain was looking for it daily. When I saw that I could not cope physically, I spoke to my family and fled to a center in Italy where I had to stay for several years but stayed only two weeks. From the moment I returned, the seller at the airport was waiting for me, I gave him the first money. When I was in the center I did not talk to anyone, the moment I went out and our personal belongings were returned to us, the brain works strangely and remembers the numbers of these people.
I did a year in prison because I was a mediator, I was caught during a police operation with an informant inside. An acquaintance of mine wanted to buy somewhere, I knew the person and the police caught us both. At first I risked 7 years in prison and then I came out with 1 year in prison. After I went out I stayed 2 weeks without consuming drugs, then there was a person working for the police who gave me the next dose, crossed the street and gave it to me saying 'We owed this to you'. He approached the clients, forgave them the drugs and then took the information he passed on to the police. This situation has continued for another 3 years, I have changed the city, I came here. For a few months I decided to leave Albania completely, I stayed abroad for a few months, and I took everything, drugs and methadone, everything. Here in Albania is the environment I had for 11 years living with those people and I did not want to go into that state. Today I do not stay at all with the people I have stayed with, I come to get medicine and I continue to work. Drugs lead to theft in prostitution, it makes you in a situation that you do not think you will do.
The family had doubts because I spent a lot of money. When I told him with my mouth the world fell on their heads, everyone started crying, they did not know what solution to give, they locked me inside the room, took me to the doctor but until the moment when the person did not decide his mind is in vain everything.
The climax was 6 months ago that I decided to run outside as I also had foot problems because I always used to sucking it with my nose and then started with the syringe. I had a problem with the leg because various thrombi are created as there is drug impurity. At that moment they either recover with blood healers or the leg is amputated, there is no other choice, at that moment it was peak. Or I would go on like this and say goodbye to life.
Drugs can be quit if you have enough willpower. It depends on how strong the will you have. There is nothing in the world more precious than life. Not every user has a day that is not spent even if I was not like that because it is not easy to wake up every day and think about how I will do it but to endure psychological and physical pain. "It is best not to start at all because it is difficult to leave ", said the young woman.