Comedian Agron Llakaj, invited to an interview to talk about his new project that he will moderate, also talked about the loss of his wife.
The actor was asked by the moderator where he finds the courage to return to moderation after this deep loss.
" It is a time when I don't even understand where I am. As a feeling I have, I seek to laugh inside my crying, to drown the crying with laughter and cry again. I look for a drop of sunshine in a dark curtain, for the future of my children. I know that her spirit follows me from above, - expressed Llakaj, while adding that his wife knows how to continue being with him at any moment, even if not physically, "said Agroni.
Full conversation
Moderator: "Papare Najt" starts at the most difficult moment. Where do you find strength?
Agron Llakaj: I did not expect this question.
Moderator: The biggest evaluations that people have had for you, was the report you had for Kostandina?
Agron Llakaj: I can't speak at this moment. (tears)
Moderator: Are Teos and Bruce waiting for their grandfather this period? You shared a photo a few days ago that was also your birthday, I believe they have your strongest point?
Agron Llakaj: I would not like to mention this topic, because I know that these are the most difficult times in my life. I have to laugh when I'm crying inside, and it's very hard for me, but I'm going to use more of the suffering and pain part of me, even though I try to get through it. Yesterday I was at a ceremony and an elderly mother came to me, she told me to be strong Agron, you will make us laugh, because it is a mission. You must be stronger in this mission, as we all have one soul, but you have two, you also have the soul of Constantine. I miss you terribly, why did you put me in this question.
Moderator: I don't want to ask you more, Goni, because I know that you have given a lot. I mentioned a little while ago that during this time you have shown the connection with your grandsons and granddaughter, who has become a young lady.
Agron Llakaj: They are a source of motivation and hope. I didn't know that God would reserve this kind of fate for me, because they say that God tests you to show how strong a person is, I'm not that strong, I don't fit into that series of people. I used to say to Kostandina that she is Agronized, now I understand that I am Kostandinized. I have to get the love of those little ones, but also the adults. My daughter had her birthday on August 22nd, and I could only tell her that I can never be your mother. It's a time when I don't even understand where I am. As a feeling I have, I seek to laugh inside my crying, to drown the crying with laughter and cry again. I look for a drop of sunshine in a dark curtain, for the future of my children. I know that her spirit follows me from above.
Moderator: But it is a mission...
Agron Llakaj: It is a mission, but knowing that I have shared every moment with him, I miss the first word, the first criticism of my friend
"I can't stay without mentioning. Staying close to all people and friends. The good man appears in difficult days. The moment Genci called me to return to "Fake Off" and then to be part of another mission, I promise to fight with the two spirits. I am who I am and I will do what I want. In all my mission, I will engrave the name of Kostandina, who is with me, who is my companion in all my activities," said Agroni for the show "Vision i Pasdite."